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Well, lets see, where do I start?I am a thirty-something-ish married, full time working mom of four children, the twins are 15, my youngest daughter is 13, and my baby boy will be 1 soon. My life is never dull, there is always something going on. My 3 daughters are from a previous relationship....and my baby boy is from my current relationship.

So if I am thirty-something-ish and my oldest daughters are 15....well you guessed it, I was a teenage mom, on my own since I was 15.....and by 19, I was a single teenage mom of three little girls. Although my ex and I were technically still together, we really weren’t, he never fed, changed, bathed or did anything for the girls, and he was out there pretty much living the single life while I was "winging motherhood", nice huh? We were officially done by the time my youngest daughter was two, but to be honest, we were done before we started......it was the whole little girl with no daddy syndrome..looking for love in all the wrong places.

Everything I have gone through, has been nothing more then stepping stones, I have learned to accept that everything mashed together has molded me into the woman I am today. The woman that can stand on her two feet and doesn’t owe anyone anything. All that I have accomplished, was accomplished with my own sweat and tears.....with no pats on the back needed. Has it been all roses, um, hell-to-the-no, its been hard really hard..........the moral of my story, no sucky parent, no abusive husband....no one can hold you down! You control your universe.....PERIOD, no excuses.

Fast forward to my life now, boy is it hard to try and keep 5 people happy at once, someone is always pissed at me, and i've become quite accustomed to it, and to be honest, sometimes it really sucks, hence the name Mrs. Every Woman aka Mrs. Career, Mrs. Driver, Mrs. Wife, Mrs. Mommy, Mrs. Cook, Mrs. Psycologist, Mrs. Refferee, Mrs. Maid, Mrs. Blame Me for Everything, Mrs. Every-freggin-thing.

Right now its a little crazy at my house, DH is going away to training for a couple of months for work training, my lil' mans b-day is coming up, the girls start school soon.......its allot to handle....but never let em' see you sweat right?